The Awakening - Poema Nuevo

The awakening

There are times when I felt
into an eternal sleep,
into an eternal sadness,
going to stay for my thoughts,
watching everything going
wrong as
everyone turns to see
at me.

And in the awakening of my
reason I started seeing
what people really was,
what did they want
and their ways.

I've become colder that I've been,
begun not to care about anyone,
to think only of myself
and that's what I was meant
to do since the beginning
of my life – I'm gonna do -.

The awakening of our lives
comes when we realize
that people isn't what
they look like and
when they watch you're
different they make you
know at any cost.

And then,
there's a thin line between
love and hate.

Dead in my mind - Poema nuevo

Dead in my mind

People shouldn't know what

some people knows about

some topics, darkness

and knowledge comes around

as the goodness goes away.

I suspected by myself for the fact

what do they do with it,

darkness of things will float

as it lives into my deepest

mind – and soul -.

Life isn't the same as it was,

it's getting higher and higher,

I'm not worried 'bout what it shoul

become when it'll come,

I don't min what may happen

but it's gonna come.

Wouldn't be nice to be in a

larger world with no one else,

I'm sick and tired of being

here around this world,

most people think I'm a weirdo

- and I know it -

no fear, no scream, no watch.

I'm dead inside my mind,

I am not what you thought,

I'm even darker than what

believed about me,

don't dare to stay there,

nevermind anything, tied

down and a twisted mind.

It wouldn't stand closer

lying in the garden of destruction

crying as I do feel weird,

black as night, cold as ice

and being indifferent to all.

Just tell everybody I just

can't stand by their side,

just leave me alone...