Dead in my mind - Poema nuevo

Dead in my mind

People shouldn't know what

some people knows about

some topics, darkness

and knowledge comes around

as the goodness goes away.

I suspected by myself for the fact

what do they do with it,

darkness of things will float

as it lives into my deepest

mind – and soul -.

Life isn't the same as it was,

it's getting higher and higher,

I'm not worried 'bout what it shoul

become when it'll come,

I don't min what may happen

but it's gonna come.

Wouldn't be nice to be in a

larger world with no one else,

I'm sick and tired of being

here around this world,

most people think I'm a weirdo

- and I know it -

no fear, no scream, no watch.

I'm dead inside my mind,

I am not what you thought,

I'm even darker than what

believed about me,

don't dare to stay there,

nevermind anything, tied

down and a twisted mind.

It wouldn't stand closer

lying in the garden of destruction

crying as I do feel weird,

black as night, cold as ice

and being indifferent to all.

Just tell everybody I just

can't stand by their side,

just leave me alone...